WORTHLESS.

I always used to want others to notice me
Instead they rejected me
Said i was weird and not like everyone else
Also that I wouldn't fit it, and i should just keep to myself
I concealed my real inner self for very long
Til i almost forgot who i was.
I cant continue living this way
it causes me to go astray
Cause the things that i crave for,
will never be handed to me because of the way i portray myself.
Sometimes i ask myself, "what do others think of me? Do they look at me as a daughter, scholar, whore?"
But im beginning not to care.
Only my opinion of myself matters now. But what do i think of myself?
should i be loved from others,or from myself?
Should i get respect? Should I be trusted?
Am i even worthy of anything??
AM I?