Did i find it?

After being hurt for so long
being cold
careless
resentless
and emotionless
i know what love is again
i still cant believe
i ignored it for so long
and shun myself from emotions
i was looking for lust
and ended up in rubble!
Blinded by labels and by sexuality
and always ended up with a broken heart
but ive found LOVE
and love found me
i LOVE how it makes me feel
i smile for no reason
i laugh at cheerful memories
Happiness which i never had
is now looking rather visible between
my clouds
i might obtain it
and hold it deep
within my heart
for as long as i can
even if this love
becomes a Memory
Im putting my heart
at risk
but this time around
i dont care!
since the day i received that random
"i love you" text
nothing has been the same
words never meant so much to me
as it did that day
Memories with you
is all i can think of
when my smile
is turn upside down
I havent replied yet
because i am scared...
scared i might go too deep in
but i must face my fear
soo here it is
BABE, I LOVE YOU TOO.