Heartbreak

Happiness
bliss
excitement
things I enjoyed
only because of you
smiled all day
dreamt of wonderful fantasies all night
it's still unbelieveable to me how deep I got in

now I'm alone
cold
depression never left but it definitely was gone for a while
I always try to hold my smile in wen I look into ur eyes
wen we had sex I tried not to cry
not to be sad but because it just felt right
now u jus ripped all emotion out of me
I no longer no how to feel
how to care
how to love
that was the last battle
and my heart has lost the war...
Slowly drowning in darkness till everything is frozen.
There's nothing here anymore
just leave me where you left me.