Over Everything

So over the lies

tired of looking in the mirrors.

seeing the pain in my eyes

So Over the anguish

the abandonment i feel

so over false promises

and people saying things they don't mean

so over the stories

the fantasies

i'm scared to sleep

i'm scared to dream

i'm so over everyone in the world

i'm tired of this thing

called Reality.

Im hurting Inside

and I wish someone can

share my pain

spiteful things people do to me

to make themselves happy

How long will it last?

And would my sorrow past.

I write this as i'm still breathing

because if i didnt , i would die.

Life seems so vast to me

so empty, so cold

my emotions , i can no longer control.

this spirit opened my concealed heart

entered, and broke it apart.

I leave it as it is, afraid to hurt my self more

Asking myself, when will my pain leave

I thought i was numb, i thought i couldnt feel.

is this make-believe???

This cant be real!

Did i expose myself so openly

and did i really get played as a fool.

Hmph! You win, i lose??

For now maybe, but my time will come

Karma is a bitch

But i still fucks with her.

Now i fall in love

with my sorrow once again

drowning myself deep in my pain

Away from emotions, away from sweet emotions

i no longer want to care

i wish to never care about anything anymore...

i wish i can fly

so i can fly far away from EARTH

from Humanity

From You.

Yes, I did fall in deep and i apologize

But now, i regret everything i ever loved about You.